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Sunday, November 12, 2006
@ 11:19 PM

how can i stop myself from crying every night. i am suffocating. I feel as if i cant breath anymore. i just want to hide myself in one corner where no one can find me. i just want to hide in one corner where nothing bad and lay its hand on me AGAIN. i have been suffering since the day i am born. because of me, i cause many people to suffer. ultimately, i really hate myself for causing her to suffer. i am sorry that i just didn't notice that ..

it is all my fault.

everything is piling on me.

why can everyone be so happy

why cant i

why life is so unfair to me

why not just take mine away

though i still have so much that i want to do wish to do

will i ever be truthfully happy

i am doubting the reason for my existence

why



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