i just kept on crying all night.
i am just feeling so depressed.
i have been holding on so much but some how lots of things are just not within my control.
sometimes i just don;t believe that it was true. i just cant.
it is never easy to show how i really feel. i dont know how.
say that i m dumb or wat but i jus dunno how to express. no words can describe how i am feeling.
it gets so depressing, that i really wonder why and what m i living for.
suddenly everything feels so meaningless.
im afraid of losing anymore things.
perhaps i should just lose myself first.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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