seriously, i don't feel that i am entitled to enjoy or feel happy anymore... today is the last day. i am so afraid of what it might turn out. a terrifying decision. the last moment. it is the tug of war between continual sufferings or the final relieve...
I have been keeping this for a long time but now i really need prayers to pray for my mum's safety.
anyone who has seen this please help me to pray for my mother's safety. she has been detected to have contracted cancer jus that week that my school starts. The news that it is the last stage came soon after that. It is a shocking news that i couldnt take it. I kept cursing myself why didn;t i take more notice. why did i treat her badly. whatever i can do now is too late.
This has been tough and i always struggle to bring a happy face to school. thanks wanwei ziqin n zitian to have brought happiness to me to let me continue my happy face.
now, every part of her body has been so damaged. I am so terrified. Tmr, she is gg to have an injection. If her body could not take it, she will be gone forever.
The past few years have been tough with the loss of my uncle with all those debts. she has been strong. now i really hope that she will be strong enough to carry on living, having the willpower to live.
anyone who has seen this pls pls pls. pray for her safety. pray for her to not fall in to coma.
pls.
Thank you all my friends who have been supporting me, concerning me through tags n phones n sms..
thank you wenwei for the endless support that you have provided me with.
"A friend is someone who will hold your hand even when it's covered in mud."
Sunday, November 19, 2006
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